“Overload”

This week is a hell week for us a student because we have a lot of performance task and schoolwork’s needs to comply like our research, business plan, our product for grand expo, practice set and etc. This is not just an ordinary week and hell week for me because I’ve learned a lot of lesson and a realization about friendship, like it’s not always good to tolerate your friend by letting them make you their own project because as the times goes by they will become a dependent and abusive individual. And beside from that their responsibilities will be now yours and as their friend you don’t want that to happen for them. I’m not saying that helping someone is bad but as long as you put in your mind the limitation by lending them helps. So, as a victim of them I just cry my overloaded problems during mass time in school, I don’t care if there’s a lot of people can see me as long as I burst out my pain I felt inside. And thanks to God my week doesn’t just end up like that. Earlier I was blessed enough because God gave me a quality time to spend it with my friends and family, what I’ve felt in the past few weeks was place with peace and love. And I know my friends can read this, I would like to give this space for them, to thank and express my love to them as our time is near to end.

First to my beloved scape goat friend named Jan Mark Bado Clapano, thank you for being always there “maskin wa jud kay pulos na pagkatao heheheh” I always glad that you’ve approach me first that’s why we are affiliate to each other now and hoping till we get old.

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To my young dumb, weirdo, noob, “inosenteng demonyo” but I loved very much Leirene Marie Flores Echavez thank u for the word of wisdom every day hahahah charot, yes I always bullied you but it doesn’t mean to hurt you, that is just my way to express how much I care for you.  

To my living diary Julia Michaela Sade, hey you inspired me for being who you are every single day for being an good role model, like you stand like an mother to us, I was overwhelmed that we’ve become close to each other in the same way of my ate.

To “Pasakit Girl” but clingy Donnabel T. Bicada, wala koy mastorya nimo skip na ko ni hahahha, BTW to be honest you’re one of God’s instrument to made me realize and feel what’s the essence of a family.

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Then to very “kalog” and same with clapano na way pulos na pagkatao Ayna C. Salic I can’t barely share my message her for you because I want it to say the every single word in a vernacular way for you to make an impressive impact hahhahah like “Tanga kay ka.”

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And to our “soul brother” Harvey John Galendez, always bring your smile and keep being an gentleman because you are our blood brother who always sworn your loyalty despite of we’re not biologically brothers hhehehehe.

Swear this is the last, to someone who leave an confusion in my mind or maybe also in my heart, just so you know how much I wanted to express how I feel for you for this to stop but I didn’t have a courage to face you because I’m too scared to lost our friendship but don’t worry I didn’t have any intention or else, I just want to say thank u for being my inspiration. That’s all for today guys, for my last blog next is all about SMG!!! Stay update

Published by Ira Doyongan

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